What's up doc?

I have seen more doctors and given more blood this month than i have the whole entire rest of my life up to this point. I feel like a science experiment. My diabetes is really giving me a pounding lately. The doctor has doubled my meds and thinks that i will have to start insulin before all is said and done. If it will make me feel better then bring on the needle. I hate the way I've been feeling lately. In other news, Carrie is moving this weekend. She has been packing for the past few weeks and I know she can't wait to be done with all of it. Moving is stressful. She will not have internet for a while so she won't get to read my entries. That kind of sucks but I understand that we all have to do what we have to do. I am looking forward to visiting her in her new place. Not sure when that will be but until then our phone conversations will have to be enough for us. I think we have begun to concentrate more on our friendship and decided to just let the romantic stuff go wherever it goes. It is kind of hard to tell where we are in that area right now. I figure time will let us know eventually one way or another. I've been writing a bit more lately, hopefully it'll start writing more poetry soon too. I've just been so preoccupied with work related stuff and health stuff and family stuff that my mind hasn't been on creative things. Well I'm out of here for now but it'll be back.